Wow...like yea...I havent done this thing for awhile now...
But like yea...What to say?...Well I am back in Az if you dont know...which most of you should know...I am doing fine and all...Just alittle hyper right now and have no way of releasing it...Well today I tried out for our school play and all...So did Sloan, Sam, and Zach....but I hope we all get parts in it...It would be so awesome if we all did...We are still trying to find a house to put on our land we bought....and it is like BLAH on trying to figure out which one to get...Lets see....what else..My school life has been going well...so far, NO DRAMA!...WOHOOO!...God I am such a dork and a sugar crackwhore....haha...jk...Well I dont know what else to write but hey...

Des, if you are reading this..please email me or something..I really want to talk to you and all and I havent been able to...I really wanna see you again...You can always call me cause  my phone number is still the same as last time...Please send me something or call me...

Well see ya all later!....PEASE OUT!...haha....wanted to say that!

SO I am here in Pendleton now...
Found an internet cafe and all...
Dont feel like talk much...
Bye

So ya...

Robyn is gonna make me stick to the original....HEHE it is cool with me too...So I leave really soon. Tuesday morning at like five in the morning...Sucks...but its cool cause my mom will be drivign and not me!

Ok. So it has been awhile since I have last updated. Like two weeks or something, so lets update!

School has been cool lately. Except for sixth hour! Now it seems as if it drags on like today. I was hoping he would shut up and let us work. Thank god he will be gone tomorrow! But other than that it is cool. I now know why it takes so long to write a script for movies amd t.v. shows. It had taken me like 55 minutes to type of two pages in the proper format. FUNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

The time is getting closer now to move. I have one week left of school and then it is time to pack up and move. That is gonna be hell for me cause we will all be each others necks. But it will be cool when we get up there. I dont have to go to school for like two weeks too when we get there. We still need to find someplace to stay at while we get a house to live in. Hopefully it is not that cold up there (and hopefull it is not snowing/ icy roads)!

So wat else is new? Well you all should know about Scotty. If not, he is a guy in SC that I met on Myspace. He is cool and all and he is gonna fly out in Janurary to see me. His mom is buying the ticket and all! She said that she will even fly me out to SC for a week to hang out with them! That was really cool. SO yea, if you couldnt tell, I've been spending most of my time on Myspace, but now it is getting alittle boring and I missed being on Xanga!

Hey Jacob.....Wat is going on? I like havent talked to you in awhile and all. I hope you are doing fine. Give me a call in the next week. We are leaving Nov.15 to let you know. And hopefully we will be up there by Nov.18 or 19. Just depends on how much we get done in one day.

SO yea that has been it right now. TTYL!

You know something Shay? It is not that I dont care for what you at all. You think I would attack you if I didn't? I am not going to say I am sorry for attacking you, but you have always gotten after me when I did something stupid. I am tired of trying to be the perfect one in our little group. You and everyone else has done something in which people screwed up in. Me if you look there is probably one or two incidents. With you guys, there is more. It is hard for me to keep this "title" when temptations are all around me right now. I am going through probably the hardest phase of my life. You at least know who/what you are. Me, I am still trying to figure that out. I know we once had this talk about it, but the more I relate to the past, the better it is for me. I mean with my dad trying to hit my mom and me running away, that was hard. It screwed my thoughts up badly. I screwed myself becuase, again, I need to build my trust up in my  family life. I know it sounds like I preaching to the choir (or however that goes) but I needed to get my steam out. You remember what happened last time I didnt? Something bad happened how about that? I know you dont want me to go back into that state again.

Well my parents left this morning at 4 to go to Oregon. So I have the house to myself for the next few days. The sucky part is I cant go anywhere or no one can come over. If they do, then my parents told my grandma to call the cops on me! WTF! That is what I said. But then they said if I obey them this time, then they wont stop me from doing more things. So that is cool. Hopefully they find a nice house for us to move into when we get up there. I just dont want to live in a rental for a month then turn around and move into a house later. That means we would have to unpack and pack up. I dont want to do that either does my mom. So hopefully they find the house.

Jacob called me last night and we talked for awhile. Sorry I hung up on you! It slipped out of my hand and my elbow hit the power button. I was like OMG! I thought you wouldnt think I hung up just for the hell of it. And thanx for not calling me back. I would of been talked too about getting phone calls. I will probably talk to you tonight or tomorrow night or something.